Solo

Hi Friends,
I am leaving Colorado on my adventure tomorrow morning. I will be heading towards Las Vegas, Nevada. It is my hopes that I can go through the Indian healing ceremonies and come to grips with my post traumatic stress disorder and the physical pain from my disc fusion and arthritis. The PTSD causes some of my physical pain from years of emotional problems. So I need to come to grips with the fact that I am going to have pain from the physical deterioration. I am going to try to go drug free by next June. I know it doesn't seem possible but you know, all things are possible with God. I have to refocus and stop the negative thinking patterns brought on by PTSD and this next leg is completely solo. Solo so I only have to focus on me. Which I have never done before. It was always my kids first (son 23 and daughter 18) or the neighbor or the church or the domestic violence shelter etc. I could find lot's of things so I didn't have to deal with me. So here I go, please keep me in your prayers, but don't worry too much cause God is with me. I'll post when I can and have asked two of my friends to edit and post when I send them some stuff, or check in. Take care and remember
"It isn't about the Destination it's all about the Journey"
and "If your going through hell...Well my friends that isn't the place to stop"