This blog got really long.. of course now it's 2010 September of 2008 was a lifetime ago as far as my disorder goes... the rats set me up for a slide into depression followed by pneumonia and COPD and congestive heart failure that I didn't have but that's what site diagnosis does so well it pigeon holes me all the time..
I became a recluse completely isolating myself after I struggled to get ready to exercise my way back to health..only to be triggered and completely shut down.
After becoming suicidal again last spring I spent the summer trying to make my way out of the city to a smaller town and less drama.. so here I go again.. trying to stand back up I know I can its just a lot of hard work.
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