Retreat

Hi My friends and family,
I have retreated to Alabama. I went to Florida St. Petersburg and Panama City, it truly is beautiful there, it is my hope to return. I just couldn't seem to pull it together there, (like I've been able to pull it together anywhere)...I know, I know stop beating yourself up...I'm in a lot of pain..I've been out of pain killers for about 2 weeks just taking regular aspirin and tylenol. I need to find a doctor so I can continue my Prozac as I promised my therapist I have another 2 weeks of those. I'm a bit frustrated with my situation Thank God for good friends. It seems like this trip was supposed to happen, meeting all the people I have so far has been wonderful. Being homeless while doing it has been a real challenge. Retreating to the refuge of a friend is the right thing for me to do. I was getting very depressed and weepy, and feeling really stupid. Which is part of my struggles with PTSD, I'm still the very strong and determined person I was when I left Michigan if anything I am stronger in my resolve to understand and conquer this disorder. Knowing that I needed to regroup is one of the signs that tell me that I do know my limitations and so for know I'm going to pat myself on the back and say "Atta Girl!" and rest for a bit. I won't be on line very often but plan on writing as often as possible. Thanks for your prayers keep them coming... Love Michelle